In an attempt to do some mental spring cleaning, I signed up for one of those free, 21-day meditation ‘journeys’ with Oprah and Deepak Chopra. Each day I log in to receive positive messages, launching me on guided meditations to relieve stress, shed excess weight, and find inner peace. Here’s the thing: I have been doing these for years, and it always ends up the same. Yes, they are helpful for centering, becoming aware, and being mindful; but something always seems to sabotage my serenity.

For instance, this morning, before anyone is up, I tip-toe downstairs for my morning meditation. Plopping myself on the couch, wrapped in a soft blanket, my earbuds engaged, I begin the podcast. Oprah starts  each session with a centering thought. Today’s is “I am living the way of peace.” I chortle reflexively. With three teenagers and four pets under my roof, my life is anything but peaceful. Nevertheless, I try to turn off my cynicism and simply listen.

The message is to find fulfillment by looking within and to radiate peace. Deepak’s soothing, velvety voice shares the day’s Sanskrit mantra to chant silently; Om Shanti Om; or, I radiate peace.

So I get all comfy, relaxed. I’m in the zone, for about 5 minutes before I hear a bell jingle. Now Deepak knows we all lead busy lives filled with distraction, so he proclaims during each session, “Free your mind from any noises or distractions by repeating the mantra.” So I ignore the jingle, and I whisper to myself Om Shanti Om, and I try to be peaceful when suddenly I feel a form pressing into the pooch of my stomach. Hello, kitty! Even Deepak can’t drown out this purring beast who began kneading the very bane of my existence; the gift I blame on my children; the awful 13-year-old baby fat that he finds necessary to “bring into my awareness” at this very moment. I pause, and wonder, what would Deepak do? He does not offer words of affirmation regarding probing pets.

Folks, this is the story of my life. I try to take care of myself and be healthy. But in the end, too many people and animals depend on me. (Kitty’s best friend is my 75 lb. Golden Retriever.) No, I did not punt the pussycat. I continued listening to the tape with eyes wide open, contemplating my many layers of motherhood. I chose to radiate peace and irony, showing gratitude for the lesson of the day: despite all of life’s distractions, in the long run, it’s nice to be kneaded.

Here is the link to the site.  https://chopracentermeditation.com/resources

 

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Have you ever taken a personality test? Recently, I joined friends in an eight-week Myers-Briggs personality course. As a mother of three, my schedule rarely allows for quiet contemplation on the self, but this sounded fun. Our group has taken parenting classes together for years, so we were already comfortable discussing our motivations and tendencies.

All of the material in our class was grounded in scientific research. In fact, the Myers-Briggs personality profiles were derived from Swiss scientist Carl Jung’s studies published in 1921. Katherine Myers and her daughter Isabel Briggs Myers conducted research during the 40’s and 50’s, first publishing their findings in 1962. This stuff is not new.

Lately, I see more articles about personality tests, online questionnaires, or Facebook quizzes related to finding what motives us. I believe it’s appeal as of late, is linked to the current age of information paired with global prosperity allowing for high-tech customization. The latest apps help us find everything from music, food, goods or services that appeal specifically to us. Knowing more about what drives us, helps us to recognize such traits in others, and satisfy our own needs.

 

The texts for our course included Type Talk by Otto Kroeger and Janet M. Thuesen and What Type Am I? by Renee Baron. I thought they were informative and easy to read. The Baron book offered more visuals, some of which I have included in this post.

We began by learning the four personality divisions:

Introvert/Extrovert: Where you get your energy.

Sensing/Intuition: How you take in information.

Thinker/Feeler: How you make decisions.

Judging/ Perceiving: How you organize your world.

Before our first class, I took the online quiz at [16personalities.com].

I admit to feeling self-indulgent taking time to examine my inner motivations. The skeptic in me compared it to reading my horoscope or taking a Cosmo Quiz. But the truth is, it took 15 minutes, it was free, and it was extremely accurate.

 

ENFJ Personality (“The Protagonist”)

I tested as an ENFJ. (Extrovert/Intuitive/Feeler/Judgement)

I was the only ENFJ in our class of 11 and one of only two extroverts. I share my ENFJ type with President Obama, Oprah and John Cusack. (So why am I not powerful, rich or talented?)

I will describe the characteristics of that go into determining your personality type, according to our text books.

 

Extrovert/Introvert

Because I am known for being outspoken and unafraid to introduce myself to a room full of strangers, the E, or Extrovert result, came as no surprise to me. When I learned that extroverts get their energy from connecting with people, it all started making sense to me. Extroverts rely on feedback and interplay to help them express their developing ideas out loud. Introverts are better able to listen, interpret and synthesize ideas without having to share or verbalize. They get their energy from one-on-one conversations, small brainstorming sessions, and listening. They are often overwhelmed by their extrovert counterparts who can suck the air out right of a room. Introverts are sometimes accused of being low energy or shy, when in fact, they are busy percolating ideas and strategizing. When prompted to share, they will if the Extroverts let them get a word in edgewise.

 

Sensing/Intuition

The Sensing/Intuition piece was compelling. The Sensing person takes in information in a concrete, practical way. They draw conclusions based on experience. These are the people who read the instruction manual. They come in handy when toys need assembly or when we are unclear about the rules of a board game. The Intuitive is a big picture guy, moving quickly, relying on hunches, concepts and ideas. They look for patterns and connections between people and things, while the Sensor observes, and is grounded in the physical world. We are all bombarded with information these days, but how we process it differs depending on these personality traits.

 

Feeler/Thinker

The Feeler/Thinker depictions were easier to ascertain. All 11 of us in class were Feelers, no big news there. (I mean, who takes parenting classes anyway?)  The Feelers make decisions based on values. It’s not about empathetic feelings or emotions per se, but whether your values play a role in daily decision making.  Thinkers live to solve problems and Feelers want to resolve conflicts by making connections and building relationships.  Everything is relational to a Feeler. Thinkers are better able to separate people from issues. They are logical, analytical and systems focused. They don’t take things personally. I am a Feeler and my husband is a Thinker. This often makes for some major miscommunications. Learning about these personality types helped me to see how we are simply wired differently. While all Thinkers feel, and all Feelers think, one of the traits is usually dominant in each person

 

Judgers/Perceivers

The last category is Judgers/Perceivers. The Judgers are orderly planners. They need to know what is coming next and follow an agenda. The Perceivers are happy just to wing it and see where they end up. They are motivated by pending, future deadlines. Again, there is no right or wrong, but these traits become blatantly obvious when it comes to travel, (think map follower or wanderer?), and dinner reservations (call ahead or take a chance?). I live with the ultimate procrastinator, er…I mean, Perceiver, and that works for him. I am usually cashing my tax refund check before he has even filed his return; nope, no judgment here, simply a matter of preference.

 

Each week our class discussed how these personality traits factor into our everyday lives and those of our family members. We gained valuable insight from sharing our stories about how different we all are. One thing that each of our textbooks emphasized is that we are naturally attracted to our opposite personality types.

I am glad I took the class. As with anything, I take it with a grain of salt. Of course, the Extrovert/Intuitive/Feeler/Judger in me thinks that examining what motivates me it is worthwhile, so that I might learn to be more accepting and patient when dealing with others. You might want to learn more about your personality traits. You never know, that person who’s not “your type” might end up being your perfect match.

*cartoons courtesy of Renee Baron

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                        National Novel Writing Month

 “Joel, you wanna know something? Every now and then say, “What the heck? * What the heck gives you freedom. Freedom brings opportunity. Opportunity makes your future.”                        Miles from Risky Business
Sometimes you need to step away from your life to take a look at things from a different perspective. I have done so and found that it allows me to appreciate where I am in my life, helping me to focus on what is rather than what I wish were so.
This is one of the reasons I have chosen to embark on the crazy month-long endeavor known as NaNoWriMo, or National Novel Writing Month. The task is to write a 50,000-word manuscript, (or approximately 175 pages), in thirty days. The idea alone is preposterous, yet each year hundreds of thousands of writers across the globe take part in this insane ritual.

What started as a challenge among a few friends in San Francisco has become a worldwide phenomenon. The founder is a guy named Chris Baty, who is a marvelous storyteller in his own right. He combines humor, competition and fun to make every November a month to remember. The goal is simply to write, no editing or pre outlining allowed. It is not the time to craft the perfect sentence; that comes later in March, when he sponsors NaNoEdMo, the Editing portion of this odyssey. Chris Baty makes the experience of writing a novel in a month a lot of fun. He has famous authors writing online pep talks and word count tally challenges. Montana “Wrimo’s” have an annual mock war with their neighbors to the north in Saskatoon. Student writers ranging from grammar school to grad school employ various strategies in order to meet their daily word count tallies. For most, it is unrealistic to methodically pump out 1667 words a day, neatly arriving 30 days later at a clean 50,000. Having successfully completed two of these rollercoaster rides, I can speak for those of us Mommies who have to creatively cram in writing sessions. I have lugged the laptop between piano lessons, dentist’s appointments, and even to the freezing bleachers of the ice rink in order to keep up with my daily word count. If you complete 50,000 words in a month you are labeled a winner. And frankly, what parent couldn’t use a little online badge that says they’re a winner, am I right?

The program utilizes local volunteers known as Municipal Liaisons (ML’s) organized worldwide by country, region, state, town and neighborhood. These enthusiastic planners organize a kick-off party, weekly write-ins and TGIO (Thank God It’s Over) parties. They also oversee the regional forums and serve as a source of information for the otherwise uninitiated. This model dispels the common image of the solitary writer, pounding away on the keyboard, all alone with his/her thoughts, and turns it on its head. NaNoWriMo makes novel writing a social experience.

My fellow writer friends who are in between projects have joined me in this caffeine crazed blitz for two years now. My friend, Sydne has four wins already under her twenty-two inch belt, and has since launched a successful food-writing career. One year my friend Sheila jumped on board too, and joined us for a write-in. Write-ins consist of meeting at a café, office, or bookstore, with laptops or legal pads in tow, to crank out as many sentences as possible in two hours. Some of these write-ins are NaNoWriMo sanctioned events, organized by a local Municipal Liaisons; others are sponsored by schools to encourage a collective consciousness of creativity. They even sponsor an event called the Night of Writing Dangerously in San Francisco on November 15^th, the halfway point in the writer’s race. They rent out a fantastic location like The Julia Morgan Ballroom and Wrimo’s are treated to dinner, drinks, door prizes, and 6 hours of writing with 225 of their fellow competitors. It is a pay-to-play proposition, costing $275.00 to help benefit their Young Writers Program. They raised $63,000 in 2014 and have set a goal for $70,000 in 2015.

In years past my friends and I staged local write-ins and were often given to fits of laughter as we shared ridiculous passages or found something nonsensical we’d written that cracked us up. The effects of too much caffeine and too little sleep are known to cause a lightheaded giddiness common among Wrimo’s. In one coffee shop that will remain unnamed, the music was so bad that we couldn’t concentrate. We’re talking ‘Muskrat Love’ bad. It’s hard to get into the “zone” of writing when distracted by 70’s music and hysterically laughing companions. At our only evening write-in scheduled during the month, we incorporated the time tested writing aids of pizza and beer. Just think, all the fun of a college all-nighter except it ends at 10:00 pm and you still have to go home and pack school lunches. (Not as glamorous as the Bay Area Ballroom, but fun none the less.)
All in all, I look forward to this time of year and gearing up to write like there’s no tomorrow. (Except that you need that tomorrow to hit the daily word count re-set button!) Even if you end up with 50,000 words of mostly run on sentences and lots of gibberish, there are kernels of wisdom to be gleaned from the creative process. It seems like a crazy exercise but it is truly good for the soul, to take the time to write with reckless abandon. I think it is good to unleash the brain in this way. It’s the ultimate color-outside-the-lines act of defiance that writers rarely allow into their daily, structured lives.

My girlfriends and I have pondered starting our own version of NaNoWriMo and calling it MomoWriMo occurring in a month that doesn’t include turkey basting, Christmas shopping, house guests, in-laws, cooking for crowds, and the like, say, maybe in February?

So to all you would be writers out there, think about the little time you have to yourself each day and cherish it, because who knows, you could be overcome with the urge to write a novel and tumble into the lovely black hole known as NaNoWriMo! I highly recommend that you try it, what the heck?

(* F word)